Do you feel unseen in the depth of your being and for who you are? Do you hold yourself back? Do you fear being unreceived for sharing your truth? Are you feeling anxious, depressed, lonely, hopeless, in despair?
I want you to know from me to you, as cliché as it sounds, that you are not alone. There is a divine reason you are finding yourself in this place right now and experiencing all that inner turmoil.
You are in fact connected to a vast web of souls that are on a similar journey.
Right now, there is a wave of a higher level light and consciousness moving across the planet. We are all, consciously or unconsciously, letting go of outdated belief systems and identity structures that used to give us at least a false sense of safety, security and stability.
I say ‘false’ because true stability it never was. True security only comes from your greater self, your spirit (or vital force) that has your back. A concept that took me many years to begin to embrace.
And fostering a connection with your vital force is what gives you true unstoppable power, because you are sourcing your energy from a bond of trust with yourself, that is your truth.
Now, this healing wave is bringing about feelings of loss, forcing you to release attachments to ‘what has been’ and anything you are holding onto and have relied on to remain comfortable or secure.
This process will feel tumultuous and turbulent because it is burning off attachments to the fixed and “dependable” structures in you and in our society, structures that our ancestors have praised and cheered to have established and achieved and deeply feared losing.
On a personal level, this destructive process may feel intense and agonising to you, as it is stripping away parts that may feel more like hardware than a software, to use a computer analogy.
Yet, this healing wave is necessary to further our collective evolution and human level integration into what feels like the scary unknown. And this is what can make us feel so deeply alone and separated.
But it is precisely because we are more connected than ever that we are experiencing amplification of these feelings, as they are energies of transition that are leading us into ever deepening connection.
We are in fact experiencing this profound loneliness and isolation because we are becoming so powerfully connected from intensely longing for a world that is more in alignment with ourselves and who we are, that life is putting on our plates exactly what is needed to bring that reality to manifestation.
So what can you do on an individual level? Ask for support, do not stay in unnecessary isolation. Do not dismiss deep healing work that resonates for you, because it will bring you closer to yourself and more deeply connected to your essence as well as to others. From this place you will be able to stay more centered on your individual path.
What supported me most in showing up fully with an open heart was having experiences with like-minded souls who were fully able to be present with me. When I had these spaces regularly available to me to feel seen, loved and supported just for being me, I progressed with my inner transformation and integration to a deeper love and trust for myself.
The inspired insight I want to share with you here is that moving forward is not so much about what you ‘do’ as it is about slowing down and going within more deeply, to feel which steps towards your inner self you need to take to open up to who you are truly being and becoming.